I don't understand how this all happens. How we go through this. I mean, I knew her, and then she's... there is just a body, and I don't understand why she can't just get back in it and not be dead anymore! It's stupid! It is mortal and stupid! And Xander's crying and not talking, and I was having fruit punch, and I thought, well Joyce will never have any more fruit punch, ever, and she will never have eggs, or yawn, or brush her hair, not ever, and no one will explain to me why.