Ryan Medaglia
- Wondering can be fun
Thoughts of the mind's eye. We go wandering down that path that we swear scares us, till we brush past the trees and find that behind there is a rainbow and yellow brick road. Why do we stand in our way? Stop doing that to yourself because you deserve better.
Ryan Medaglia
- We don't talk about it
Life is interesting, is it not? I find myself reflecting on many yesterdays and hopeful for many tomorrows. Those who are typing this, ask yourself, have I done a good job, did I do my best and could I have done more? I find that I'd usually do a lot of things differently, so when in the moment, pause and think before you wanna jump.
Ryan Medaglia
- Whats it all about?
What is pride? Why does it seem like it can be an immoveable object and can get in our way? Sometimes I have to ask what's wrong with me? Why do I do this? Why did I do that? What is gonna happen to us? Will we make it? I have so many questions and I'm fixing to end it. So I guess this is my cry for help. But then again what does it matter? Who cares?
Ryan Medaglia
- Thoughts of My Mind
I had a dream I awoke from a twenty-one year slumber in a tree. In this tree, I was feeding on psychedelic sap, the sap was like maple syrup and it was in the yard of someones house. The house was white and had brick steps and blue shudders. The base of the tree had stones that glowed blue and then there were ticks feasting on the back of my head. Latched on to me, the ticks feasted on the syrup like sap and then when released popped into confetti!
Ryan Medaglia
- Thoughts of My Mind
I wanna make you nervous, I wanna make you weary. I have a giant sized headache and I'm sick of having to be quiet. I don't really like any of you fuckers. You make me sick. You're not who you advertise. I really have nothing to say other than mind your own fucking business and leave me alone... Although I guess I could tell you about my dream I had?
Ryan Medaglia
- Thoughts of My Mind
So I'm told I have an audience, so what does this mean? I'm a role model? Am I cool? Do I get two thumbs up and get your approval? As long as my money sits the right way then I'll continue to slip the cards and deal. But the day it starts to lean is the day I become real. As if I was a fraud before. Like a rabbit in a waist coat, I'm fake. But this isn't me, this is forced. I'm coated in plastic and molded for your entertainment, I could never be me, I'd scare you because you're not used to me.
Ryan Medaglia
- Thoughts of My Mind
In three weeks my bonus check would be cut and I would finally have enough for my first vehicle since 2007. Ten years later here I am. To this point I had scratched and clawed my way out of the drug filled hole I threw myself in. I never knew that that's what I was doing at the time. I loved her and she loved me but when we pinky swore she had her fingers crossed and I was too naive to see it coming.
Ryan Medaglia
- Thoughts of My Mind
Close your eyes. What are you doing? What do you see? How do you feel? I feel sick. I feel like I'm doing flips or somersaults, over and over again. I feel like I'm looking for a certain door in a long hallway. I'll make progress but never get there. What would happen if I did? What do you do once you get what you're searching for? That's what's important.
Ryan Medaglia...
- Thoughts of My Mind
You want the truth? Here it is. I am bored. I'm bored with life, I'm bored with my job, I'm bored with us! I feel like one of those stupid chickens, getting their wings clipped. The point is I no longer feel free... I just wanna feel free, please.
Weezer
- Buddy Holly
I look just like Buddy Holly, Oh oh and you're Mary Tyler Moore, I don't care what they say about us any way, I don't care about that, no I don't care about that.
Ryan - Stephan King's IT
- Hiya Georgie
"Well Hiya Georgie! Aren't you gonna say, hello? Awe c'mon bucko, don't you want a balloon?" "I'm not supposed to take things from strangers, my Dad said so" said Georgie. "Very wise of ya Dad Georgie, very wise indeed. I am Pennywise the dancing clown, you are Georgie, so now we know each other." Pennywise said with an evil grin.
