What a shlock answer i left some months prior. Let me ask you this, does the program that is running on your computer know either the silicon and dopings and metal bits of the electronic circuits that make up the computer, much less the so-called quarks and grappling-ons that make up the proton sized particles, etc -- and going the other way -- does that program know the words, the meaning of them which you read now, which it quite neutrally throws up on the pixels of your screen? And do those words know your emotions. BE. HERE. NOW. Does that sound overly peach robed monkish? It's not. You are you, and not the gluons and bosons and whatevers that just blink in long long long night.

Read my book for the answers you seek. But I haven't written it yet. And I do not plan to either. Becuase it is there already among the gluons and quarkiness and hyperspace membrane knittings. So why repeat it?