lost guy
- A candle without thread
The clouds of anger have covered my care; she won't let me pass through, no matter how much I dare. I'm trying to light a candle in her heart, but it feels like I'm hurting myself with every start. Nothing hurts more than holding on to hope, waiting for someone to come back, to help me cope. But what if they never come back to stay? That's the hardest fear I face every day.
lost guy
- drop the wish to be loved
All I need is care, just one who will stay, To stand by my side, not drift far away. But leave me alone, and I'll turn cold as stone, I'll silence my soul, and survive on my own.
lost guy
- standing onto the fense
The demons are trying to pull me to their side, and honestly, it feels too late - too late to trust someone, too late to reach out, too late to let my guard down and rest my head on someone's shoulder. The only thing I might still be able to hold onto is a little bit of emotion - maybe just enough for the people who once cared for me, my well-wishers. I'm trying to fight for that. I really am. I'm sorry to anyone who believed I could be myself again. I've lost who I am on the inside.
lost guy
- maybe am all alone
They told me rules before I knew, What's right, what's wrong, what not to do. I wore a mask, I played along, But deep inside, it felt all wrong. I had a voice, it spoke so clear, But I kept quiet, trapped by fear. "What if they judge? What if I break?" So I stayed silent for their sake. Now that silence starts to ache, A dream asleep I need to wake. It's time I let the real me speak - Not loud, just true. Not strong, just weak.
lost guy
- bored
Currently suffering from a serious case of "nothing-to-do-itis." If any night owl wanna join me for some emotionally unstable poetry night , hit up my undercover . Rules of the Game: - No face reveals (we keep it mysterious like Netflix thrillers) - My main Insta is in girlfriend custody, so this account is as fake as my gym promises DM me if you're down to be my temporary therapist with zero credentials. Peace out.
lost guy
- poem
I gave my heart in silent streams, In gentle thoughts and quiet dreams. But one mistake, a heavy fall, Took all the love we had at all. Now all you see is where I failed, Not the times I loved you without fail. My care is lost, too deep to find, Buried beneath the wounds and time.
lost guy
- All i want
It's April 2025, My head feels so heavy with thoughts, with pain, with silence. I just want to rest it in your lap and forget the world for a while. But every time you push me away, it breaks me in ways words can't heal. Still, no matter how much it hurts, I can't stop caring for you, just remember this-everything I deserve from you, all the love and care you're withholding right now, it's not forgotten. It's waiting. And one day, when you're truly mine, I'll take it all back every bit of it.
lost guy
- everyone does not deeserve love
I know how much I cared about her. I gave her all the love I never received from anyone else. I tried my best to make her feel comfortable and safe. I know she was hurt in the past, and I never expected her to give back everything I was offering-I just wanted her to accept the care I was pouring out, heart and soul, just for her.
lost guy
- lovely girl
She is sweet, cute, and emotional. She deserves love and care. But why does she push away the most caring guy and always think about the one who left her crying? Why?
