so,you want the pain to I am going away? End the tears rolling down your face, cut everyone away from me, just to stop it all, make it all end. Yes, the pain will end for me, but what about my loved ones? What about the split second moment of when my parents or siblings walk into my room reminding me that dinner is ready, but instead they see their dead child in front of their eyes. The pain i had... Will now have moved onto my parents.