It wasn't me that you loved, it was the idea of me. You wanted the girl you saw in the hall happy as can be, not the girl who cried in her room every night. You wanted an adventure, you heard the rumors and thought: this could be fun. Only to find out my life was dark and scary. You ran, as fast as you could when you learned the truth, and I can't blame you. I would have run too.
Hello, that girl, are you making the spelling mistake on purpose? Because the word concerned is right there in the title, because the error is "have ran" --> "have run"