Wow...it barely looks like this was written in English - there are so many errors here. 'gotta' should be typed as "have a". And 'lightinening" isn't a word. And 'that makes a sense' doesn't make sense. And 'so much time has been passed since' doesn't make sense - it should be 'so much time has passed since'. And 'sitting on computer' doesn't make sense. And 'and first that I did' doesn't make sense either.