It's remarkable how often I feel I am not good enough. It is remarkable how often I feel I am too much. The mean girl in my guts keeps reminding me of these things. It never matters how much weight I lose, how well my character is portrayed, or how virtuous my soul. I have blamed the world for these things, but in truth, it is only me causing the sabotage to my psyche. I allow the hurtful, ugly, controlling words of the broken power over what I know is fact.