There was a moment the other day... it was just a second, but I forgot Jacqui was dead. I turned around, I wanted to tell her something. I almost said her name. It was just a second, and then I remembered. But then I realized she didn't have to see any of it. The highway, the herds, Sophia, Carl getting shot... She didn't... She doesn't have to be afraid anymore. Hungry. Angry. It hasn't stopped happening, Rick. It's like we live with a knife at our throats every second of every day.