Nathan, from the second I heard those words; "we found a body," my heart sank. I couldn't move, I couldn't think. And now that I've managed to at least move, all I can think about is one moment you and I shared years ago, over and over that same insignificant moment repeats in my head. I-I can't tell you why... It was your birthday. Your first year playing for Maryland, Jamie must have been two. You said you didn't wanna do anything, but I insisted on at least having your favorite ice cream.