It's a rush. This new darkness that appears. Everything is coming at you so fast. One second you're happy with your life, and then you get this over towering feeling of sadness. In this depression you feel alone, knowing of rejection. All because something happens and you don't know how to react, because simply of the process of letting someone in. Especially, when the people closest to you disappoint you. Even when they think they were protecting you, but all we need to do is breathe.