You don't want to think about anything in your life right now. You have responsibilities, but you don't want to do any of them. The reason is, you don't want to. I mean, you can leave it for tomorrow. Tomorrow, the next day, and the next. I'll tell you what comes next. After days of pushing it away, you'll end up staying up till 4 in the morning, high on coffee and other sources of caffein, and end up producing mediocre work. After that? Oh, I'll tell you after I finish this cat video. Meow!